'fraid.

not feeling very well or good.

this is kind of a note to self.

13 year old kids.

i need the summer.
give me the summer.

i need a shoulder.
it's getting colder.

nowhere is further.
i need a center.

i got a letter
returned to sender.

so much staying alive and lovelessness.

i didn't write this.  tim kinsella did.

"the problem is you can't understand what the problem is,

and it'll kill you to love like you will never die,

and everything you think makes you cool makes you even more of a loser."

i have always loved tim kinella because of the single Owls record, but i have been listening to more and more of his other projects lately, and this is this first Joan of Arc record that's ever really held my attention.  i've listened to it four times now, and i'm certain i'll listen to it at least two or three times tomorrow at work.

if you're reading this, you should google that album and download it.  if i had my own computer, i would share it with you.

i'm breaking off, but this is my home.

i am too high to write, which is a weird thing to say, because i know my sister is the only person that reads this.

i'm going for a walk to blockbuster in the rain.  i've got to return some videotapes.  i read today that blockbuster probably won't survive 2009.  i'm sure it will be bought out by netflix.  fuck that shit.  fuck them both.  support independent business.

what did i say?

i am too high to write.

the end of a very good day.

if my whole day was good,

and i end it with good thoughts for tomorrow,

then hopefully tomorrow will start out well.

it's supposed to be 50 degrees and sunny.

i've got some things i need to do.

let's make sure we all do the things we need to do.

lend a hand.

mud.

the ice melted, and now there's mud everywhere.

everything is dirty and looks great.

i started filling boxes with things to give away.

come over if you want to look through any of them.

there's a hilarious sketch pad of mine from junior high.

you should come laugh at it before i throw it away.

i've been listening to nirvana all day.

i'm going to eat some food and meet josh at a show.

see you around.